I still cry.
I still ache.
I still destroy myself.
I still want you to hold me.
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Send another message
Send another plea
Because life just isn't right
Without you here with me
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You say one thing and act on another,
Making assumptions you couldnt know.
I seem as you say, like my mother,
But there's far too much you dont know.
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Physical pain is actually felt
As I try my hardest not to cry
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'It was love when we first got together'
You say as if I believe your lie.
But, I of course know better.
I believed it long ago, before the 'love' rushed by.
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You need to understand this about me
I love who I am with and who I am
But there are some things you must see
For me to even give a damn.
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When you look at me it's a simple glance
When you joke it's only humorous
Whenever you touch me it lingers a little longer
When you smile, your eyes flirt
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Baby, I mean it I do.
I just can't say these words aloud yet
I know that you want, no, need me to
But we have to remember that we've just met.
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