I know you have not made your minds up yet
Who I am
Enigma bitter twisted loving and generous
Even I do not know my own mind
I have hidden my depression for a million years
And I know somewhere in my life
To each of you I have been kind
And
Maybe just a bit unkind
I struggle badly with life badly with death
Badly with living
And my own mind gives me nothing
My dream is always to be alone
Yet to be with you
To be with everyone I know and love
For hate is not in my heart - only despair
Am I narcissist as they say I think not?
I'm a lost old soul looking for peace
I love you all and I protect you all
Something I've never understood
I search for gremlins in my life
And I'd explain them if only I could
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem