How Can I Control Poem by Mrs. Cynosure

Tears fall on my pillows at times
for I miss you so much
and I can't control the emotions
The days seem longer and endless
till I see you again
These are the days when it becomes
hard not to think thought's of you
When I'm not with you
And that's when
The fire in my heart flares up
like the devil's hot fire
Burning with thought's of you

When your around me
it's like I can't stop thinking of what I would love to be doing to you
On a desk
on the floor
up against the walls
on the stairs
in the hay
anywhere and everywhere you would want to do
whatever it is you want to do

The tiger inside wants to come out
but I don't want to come on to strong
I might scare you off or make you think I’m a slut
I want to be yours
I want you to know what my heart feels when it skips that beat
I wish this Fantasy could be reality
I can’t control life’s turns
but I can guide it in the direction I need or wont it to go
but it is what it is
I just hope it never dies or fades away
for then I would be lost with out knowing what that fire ball feels like
in the bottom of my stomach
I want to feel that way always with you
never with him

How can I control what life will hold for me in the future
I can't
but I hope your in it
with your fiery touch that makes me melt
like ice cream in the oven
how can I control what I want if what I want is such a simple thing
because all I want is to be with you