Oh my god I think I might of found her.
Tell me are you the one I've been searching for my whole damn life.
Please say yes, please be a success.
The fiddle and violin are playing in the background.
Breaking my heart every night.
Sleepless, breathless, so up tight.
Nothing right, but now could it be?
Could it be that second half of my little lost soul.
We talked for hours, time just devoured, it as if it didn't exist at all.
And all I want is more.
Another childhood friend.
It always goes back to that.
Falling in love.
Tripping over my very own words.
Trying to make myself picture perfect.
Nothing out of place.
The perfect touch.
Trying so hard to not scare her off, but shes is not running.
She is listening intently.
Like she wants to be part of my life.
It's so hard believe, it's been so long since I've met someone who actually wanted to know me in that way.
It's a total different kind of love.
Heart body mind and soul.
I think it's all their.
And she has already said as much.
And this is just the beginning.
Just the kindling.
No sex yet at all.
How do I describe the want, the needs, the unfulfilled spark.
It needs a place to burn brightly.
So afraid of becoming a fading star.
But my insecurities no more.
And she has done all that in one night and no more.
Even if it doesn't work out in the end, I already know she's gonna be a great friend.
So hard to come by.
Today I want to cry.
Yes tears of joy, because this journey has been so hard.
No one to share most of long walk with.
The distance traveled, sights seen, demons beaten and conquered.
Nothing, no amount of words can describe this moment in quite the same way.
It's like I found that very last puzzle piece and the picture becomes so clear.
My dear, my darling, my friend, my everything, thank you for this.
Thank you for being that whisper in night before I even met you for the second time in my life.
Pushing me further, and harder and you didn't even know it.
All the time you were there.
And I didn't have a clue.
A ghost in my shoe.
With a righteous footstep it does take.
Now it's time with the foundation I lay.
For the rest of my life, in your arms I'll be completely satisfied with the time I get to stay.
And let the ripples of our love keep the darkness at Bay.