I will not even try and win your heart.
I know it's already taken and breaking every fucking day.
Listen to me as I say everything will be okay.
Even if it's not.
Even if it feel as your soul is rotting and withering away.
I will love you at your worst moment in your life.
I will attempt to make you laugh when all you want to do is cry.
I will push you to live when all you want to die.
I will be that guy you deny.
And I'm okay with it as long as your alright.
Please smile if only for me.
Let me see you happy just once.
Let me do it guilt free, you don't owe me damn thing.
It's a honor just to know you.
It's a honor to be your presence, even if there's no love or attraction at all on your end.
I don't care, oh I don't care.
I was never trying convince you.
I know what it feels like to love someone and they will never feel the same way.
I know what it feels like to have your heart ripped out over and over again.
So don't think for a second your the only one.
No we are not so different in the loneliest we carry.
The only difference is you can is you relieve the pain I bare.
But I can never be him.
Not even close, because my mind is still here.
I will not lose you the same way.
But it doesn't change a thing.
Enduring the taunting, the undying wanting.
The continuous haunting.
Trust me when I say I feel your pain in the worse kind of way.