I Have Memories And Flashbacks Of Hell Poem by Amy Kerswell

I have memories of hell.
I have flashbacks that remind me.
It reminds me of sheer hell.
Flashbacks rip through me
The pain is like hell.

I feel numb inside
I feel nothing but pain
I feel as cold as ice
The pain I feel is like ice.

My mind plays tricks on mke
I hear their voices
I see them but are they real?
Is it real or is it just me?
I dont quite no.

I relive it all again in my head
It hurts like mad I was powerless
I couldnt stop it
There was nothing I could do

I was lead there him on top
My body floating above in the sky
I left my body and checked out
After he was done I checked back in.

I couldn't remember it all
Now I do
I wish I could black it out
I relive it all the time
I wish I could forget