Ramona Thompson

I Like To Be Raped

Ever since the age of 16
Don't know why I have felt this way
So worthless
Just not worth a damm at all
Certainly not worthy of a good man's love
So out into the deadly, dangerous hours of the night I go
Searching for that one perfect criminal to make me a
Wearing next to nothing
I taunt and I tease
Pulling at his strings until he has no choice left
He must prove his power over me

Alone and afraid
So very afraid
Afterwards I feel so dirty
So damm dirty
Just like the worse kind of slut
Yet still I feel also a perverse pleasure
Pleasure that he did't listen
Taking advantage
Not taking no for an answer
Somehow in some strange way
It makes me feel better
As if I am the one in total and complete control

Makes no sense I know
Still as hard as I have tried to stop myself
I can't
Not a sex addict
Don't have some kind of fiendish fetish
This kind of life just feels right
Like this is what the good lord put me here for
To be the instrument to rid men of the evil encasing their
wicked flesh
My body in a horror
Bruised, beaten, and bloody
Hates my mind so weak and helpless to resist
Paying off the very worst of my sins

Left alone with a friend when I was younger
Far too loving
Far too eager
To get close to me
I often wonder
Was it his actions that made me this way?
Is it because of him that I am such a freak?
A outcast amoug society?
Yes, sometimes I wonder
Even then did my sinful body
Young but so very well filled out
Did that body lead a good man become a monster?
Yes, if maybe that's why......

I like to be raped

2007 Ramona Thompson

Poem Submitted: Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Poem Edited: Friday, January 28, 2011

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  • Kaila GeorgeKaila George (6/4/2012 9:55:00 PM)

    In response to “I like to be raped”

    When young and innocent
    And someone as hurt you
    Beyond anything you know
    Or understand
    You say is it ok to be raped?
    Is it ok to be handled
    In away because of what a man
    Needed to do to you
    I just don’t understand why
    Why would you as a victim think like that?

    If he forced himself
    With and you not knowing what he meant
    It was rape
    If he told you it was ok
    What he was doing
    Fondling you in intimate ways
    It was rape
    If he says you’re only doing
    What your mother dose
    In ways were he makes you think
    It’s ok to do those kinds of things
    Its rape
    Men I have learnt only cater
    To their needs
    And those are the ones
    That have no care what you feel
    It’s sad to think
    That life can be so cruel
    Especially to ones
    Who think they are no good
    I see a child
    Confused and scared
    One that needs to know
    You are not alone

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  • Walterrean Salley (5/3/2012 2:46:00 PM)

    This is so sad. Hope this persron realizes that they are indeed sick, and seek the proper help. There is help. There is hope. My best to you. God Bless.

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  • David Daniel (11/7/2011 6:53:00 AM)

    i'm pretty young but i like the way the characters inner desire and confused feeling are portrayed.... very nice peom! ! !

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  • Depressed Little Girl (3/12/2009 4:00:00 PM)

    This poem tells a sad story. And either you have experienced this or you are just an amazing poet.

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  • Jenn Koning (8/8/2007 12:30:00 PM)

    there was something I was going to say, but i really dont remember it now, I like some of your work though, not all of it, but some of it.: D

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