I Live To Sin Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A purpose so fitting that if it was true.
I could not deny it anymore then the tides coming back in.
But with a stroke upon my own ego and a wicked grin.
I'm here to tell you I live to sin.
I live not for you.
Your impression upon me is not permanent.
It is not concrete.
As much as it has changed me.
I'm still coming into my own.
Just think about this if it wasn't you it would be somebody else.
Damn these clones.
They look like me.
They talk like me.
They even walk like me.
But their just not me.
Too many mes not enough yous.
Here let me grab my eraser and lets see if yet again I can be the savior.
Or how about being infamous player.
Cause I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't.
Keep saying no you won't.
And just watch me.
In the absence of reverse psychology.
Just maybe their something wrong with me pathologically.
I'm no doctor so how could I really know.
But I know what fills me up.
Complete, whole, and in control.
And that's not you never was.
Compliments have gone to your head just because.
Reasons that will baffle.
A mind that makes no sense.
But still I feel no resentment.
Anger inside with a deviant intent.
A smack upon the head with thoughts of revenge.
But whom would I be avenging?
Myself nah I most certainly would not and I do say this with utter confidence.
A selfish endeavor would not be so clever.
So watch as I pull this lever.
And every thought put upon this page disappears without a single ounce of rage.