I Lost.. Poem by KOSHAL SHARMA

emblems of peace had gone..
senses for joy had lost
mirror often shows a ghost
and with no reasons I tormented my self
the most..

tried hard, stepped out..
strayed a lot and found a lot..
but nothing pertained to my quest...

i wasn't like that ever..
i want to live life like a bird..
broken wings
drowned dreams.
even no sky i found to fly
the vicious circumstances..
made me tamest.

words..
lonely, alone.
were Spector but not any more
a silence surround.
a darkness around.
where the i lost.
it became.. a dwindling shadow persistently turning
down a lamp post.

and i lost..............
not abruptly. But lost..