I'M Still (Restore) Poem by ESPN CHICK

Every now and then I lye awake
And I think about different things and sometimes I cry
Its my lullaby that gets me to sleep
Thoughts still run through my mind of suicide
Even though I know I would never go that far anymore

But I'm still alone
Pain is still balled up inside
And I'm still confused about everything
I feel lost within my zone

And I can't seem to find my out
Every time I think I've found my way
I wind up in the same place over and over again

I try so hard not to cry
But this pain is just to much for me

And all I want to do is restore to become unbroken once again

December 13,2007