Hasmukh Amathalal

Gold Star - 494,407 Points (17/05/1947 / Vadali, Dist: - sabarkantha, Gujarat, India)

I Shall Regret - Poem by Hasmukh Amathalal

I shall regret for being straight forward
People call me, in fact, escapist and coward
I believe in my capacity to handle the situation
Otherwise it can definitely lead to unsolvable questions

I may be called even emotional fool
As I care too much for being helpful
I act like child to make them happy
Rush to the help and always stand ready

My personal life is in doldrums
I had happy moments and sweet dreams
But things didn’t turn up well to my expectation
Leading to break up with severance in relation

I spend restless nights with thoughts in mind as what to do?
How to handle it when they come up and are nearly true?
May be the situation not favor with my luck
Where ever I try but get bogged down or struck

I feel helpless and unsecured
No help is forthcoming or assured
I am man of hard resolve and dedication
So remain unperturbed without suffocation

I feel sometimes very weak from inside
The area of disagreement becomes very wide
Not all angles can be taken care off
Some where we have to start or stop

I am be impracticable in dealing
But it is aimed at to help for healing
Not money or material help is needed at that time
Few words of affection can create miracles sometimes

I may still be looked as undesirable
But I know my limit and feel capable
Can come out from blue and demonstrate will
But people may have to realize it still

I will not mind at all if they blame
The situation will still remain same
I may not change way of living and style
As I think it may certainly help me to walk for a mile

I shall frankly pray to almighty for causing pain
Knowingly or unknowing in their mind for my action
I think it may go off from their mind as time may pass
World may realize my endeavor in earnest with class

I am no philosopher but understand the normal values
People must get full attention or whatever has been due
In this troubled world who has the time to care for sentiments?
Life has taught them to be uncared for and pass adverse comments

Comments about I Shall Regret by Hasmukh Amathalal

  • Sylva Portoian (12/17/2011 6:59:00 AM)

    Continue your honesty
    You will never regret
    You will stay
    But rich
    To give others
    You stanzas with Care
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  • Mehta Hasmukh Amathalal (12/16/2011 7:41:00 PM)

    JRNightingale 2011.12.16 17: 52
    An open and honest poem. Quite raw in the way you describe the protagonists flaws. Good job.
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Poem Submitted: Thursday, December 15, 2011

Poem Edited: Friday, December 16, 2011

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