I Stay In Silence.. Poem by Dislocated Heart

I think I've just fallen again..
I've refused to move on..
I've refused to love anymore..
but yet..
as she laughs.. A part of me.. just loves her more.
is that even possible?

I'm quiet cuz I wanna hear that voice of yours..
My dear, theres so much I wanna tell you..
but its getting harder..
I'm tryin to open up..
but I'm closing you out..

I guess, I'm the one thats changing..
Who I am, Its not What I want.
Who I'll be.. Scares the crap out of me..

Thoughts starts rolling in..
Unclear, outloud.. not done..
I'm on a road that Leads to a dead end..

Doubt prayin will help.
On the urge of breakin down.
What I want screams in silence..

Its the end of the story...