I Wish My Mind Would Stop For Sometimes Poem by Srushti Dodamani

I always wonder if you will be part of my future
Will you know what I did with my life?
If I made it through the pain and the struggles?
Will I know if your dreams ever came true
Or if you gave up on them?
Will you care what my old self looks like?
Will you still be there to talk me in the middle of night,
When I'm having a panic attack?
Will you tell me to breathe when I feel like I can't?
Will we ever know how we have become in the future,
Or is the image we have of each other be frozen in time...