I Wonder Why...... Poem by Dislocated Heart

Done all she can..
she makes me laugh even if she makes herself look a complete fool.
She holds me.. when I needed someone the most.
she'd been there for me.. yet I couldnt open up to her.. like I did with you.
Maybe theres something wrong with me..
She likes to get sexual.. yet I hold bak.. she leans in.. I stand up..
Messing up the perfect moment..
she does her little dance for me..
its kinda sexy.. I wonder why I'm not horny..
she grinds, she licks, she kisses, but none works..
seriously.. I think something is wrong with the stick xP lol

She loves when I just sit with her.. and talk story..
cuz I give myself out, a little bit more..
certainly.. her hands often explore..

but the real question is.. why aint any of that.. making me want her..