If I Only Knew How Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Inventing the machine to travel through the space and time.
To the day be before you lost your life.
I can save you.
Somehow someway.
Don't tell me it will be okay right before you die.
Oh a love that will survive till the end.
A prayer to God is sent.

A delusion of you still standing right next to me.
Your sweet smell still envelopes all my senses.
Your soft touch I can still feel.
The ghost of yesterday forever haunting me.
I open my eyes and your all I see is you.
In my heart and mind.

The sounds ring out as I hear the wind chimes.
I love you oh yes forever and always I do.
How I do I drown all this pain out?
A angry approach.
I want to scream and shout at anyone willing to listen.

The gash, the grief, and the knowledge of the one I loved is now deceased.
Crawling into the darkness.
Never wanting to come back into the light.
So afraid of the exposure.
All I need is some closure.