If I Say... Poem by Dislocated Heart

if i say i dont love you
it would be a lie.
cause i love you with my heart and soul.
you were the first girl who stole my heart away.
took this living soul,
made me the happiest guy in the world.
but i guess you love for me
was fake and unreal.
gave my heart away
and end up back to me in 2

i gave you the best of me
i guess it wasnt enough.
you moved on,
i stayed back
looking at
all the memories.

our love was never true
i fell to deep
and you swam out of me.
i lost you.
maybe for the best.
i miss you.
only for a while.
letting go now.
im moving on.
and there you were
infront of me.
wanting me back.
no...
no...
not gonna go back.
but i still love you...
if i say
i dont...
i be lying...
i still love you...