Insanity Or Reality Poem by Billy Loving

How long since we did part
The missing piece of my lonely heart
So in love, She and I
Excruciatingly slow the time passes by
For her, I continually pine
As I take another sip of wine
Alcohol dulls the pain
That's slowly driving me insane
Inebriated, alone I sit
Hopeless, unable to forget
Lucidity, no longer left
As I sit there, so bereft
Someone fumbling with the door
As another drink, I pour
Into to nothingness, I stare
Ceasing to care
Filled with shock
As the door begins to unlock
Unable to believe my eyes
Overwhelmed with surprise
Hallucination or real
So happy, I feel
Eyes that beguile
Standing there with a smile
Of her return unaware
I can't believe she's standing there
A few kind words said
As my love puts me to bed