It Was My Time Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Come on why won't you let us in.
Just little more personal.
I'm so sorry I just can't.
I prefer if you just keep your distance.
Everything I touch turns ash.
And can't let that ever happen you.
All I do is destroy
I love you too god damn much.
I can feel you like an angel touch.
The pain is sickening.
The expression I can't describe with any amount of words.
But I still I can never show it.
Not the way I want too.
I'm invisible and I will always be.
A call to destiny.
I hear her and I come running.
Just stunning.
And as I watch all these stars melt right through my hands.
The tear drops start to fall.
Everyone is so precious for in them is a reflection.
Of things that could be.
But I will never be that happy.
Like a like little boys crush.
But theirs so much more to it.
A future so grim for me.
Why would bring anyone else down.
I'll be the only one that drowns.
As I'm gasping for air.
Please don't try and save me.
Theirs nothing left to be saved any ways.
All inside is already dead and gone.
A constant numb sensation.
A surrendering of all and just letting go.
This night I will not survive.
Soon I will be in my paradise.
A heaven of heavens.
Just remember, it was my time.