Its My Heart.... Poem by Dislocated Heart

Honestly.. reflecting bak on all my relationships..
she knew me best..
she knew me from the front and bak..
past and future..

I've heard.. everything good, will always come to an end..
why do I refuse to see?
its an end, i dont want..
I dont wanna see..

but is it happening?
prehaps, we are both leaving..

its the silent tears, that tear me up..
its the fact that I am In Love with you..
That turns me away..
It seems like, you want me to let go..
not knowing what to do..

you're free as a bird..
theres no point in holding on..
so why am I?

its the dark nights, that keep me guessing..
the stars in the sky that fills me with hope..
box of letters.. that I just cant seem to let go.

will you tell me what to do?
should I leave?
should I go?
should I wait?
I dont even know..

heart wrapped in thorns and vines..
suddenly start gripping tighter..
bleeding.. falling apart..
as it stains my mind..
piercing into my heart..
left hanging...