Keeping Up Once Your Left Behind Poem by Stella Andrews

everything in life is turning to dirt.
weight all of a sudden means everything.
it's so hard to cover up everytime im hurt.

my mum is trying to break me and my boyfriend up.
his crazy ex-girlfriend is trying to assassinate him.
and i'm guessing soon someone close to me will die, just from knowing my luck.

my sister turned her back on me yesterday,
and my mother watched me get beaten with a smile on her face.
i just wish that there was somehow, some way, to get away from them some day.

the nightmares wont leave me,
and my wrists are aching.
i just wish that they could see.

i'm failing the school year already,
and i'm in math methods: s
I cant even get my head steady.

the tears just keep flowing,
and the problems just keep coming.
And i don't know how i can keep this up for much longer..