Last Words... Poem by Dislocated Heart

lost for words,
becomes my daily routine.
never see, never seek..
i dwell on the past,
i seek for no future.

take me for example.
shouldn't be.. shouldn't live.
dont go on my road..
for all you will have,
is pain itself, and misery in its path.
a dead end up ahead..

take a blade..
wish away..
live no longer..
heaven awaits..
its time to leave.
may there be peace..
my heart remembers,
every moments..
when we were together.