Looking For More Then Just A Friend Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Feelings of guilt hit me like a ton of bricks.
More weight on my shoulders.
Another burden I have to bear.
I swear, I feel like I'm getting older
I can see my grave in 20 years
Your killing me
Driving me to drink
Hey stop and think before you speak
Unless it's important you better not
Their is no love for you anymore
Not like back then
I can still taste what was never there
All it brings is despair
So beautiful you are
But yet their is something more deep I think
You seem so sweet
Honest as you can be
Why do I feel something is not right
Break it off
Break it off
Before I get hurt
Or something much worse
It comes in waves
This ocean is making me a slave
I pave the roads and build the bridges for you
Then leave before I get deceived
Your welcome but not really
Your just being silly
I think not
I can read the body languages
I'm only nice to you to relieve my pain
That is you
Venting
Unrelenting
Aggravating
Complicating
The so simple
Either your going to be there, or your not
I still had to fight
To make sure I was right
Have to get burned to be certain
Lesson learned
Now I know what I urn was never really there
Cold as ice
I have made another sacrifice
This one wasn't so nice