Losing Hope And Faith (Help Me) Poem by ESPN CHICK

APRIL 2,2008

Losing hope and faith
But I know I can't give up
I've tried hard to give up
And every time you held me back
For reasons that are still a blur in my head
Struggling to keep believing in you
But it's getting harder each and everyday
I'm lost and confused on everything
Too many road blocks thrown my way
And I just can't find my way
But I still try to make it around the roadblocks anyhow and ignore every sign you give me
I keep breaking every promise
Slowly I start turning away from you over and over again
Seems like there's no use to live for you anymore
I keep pulling away when I said I wouldn't pull away anymore
What's wrong with me
I need help and I admit it one day then I just close my ears on you
I need help from only you God
Cause I know you are the main one who can help me
Why do I keep falling far from you
You held onto my hands but I just let go falling faster into this hole
Why do I keep letting go
When I need you the most
I know you're there but it's hard to believe
Even harder to have faith
I guess I keep looking for all the wrong things
What do I have to do to get out of this hole
Alone so alone God help me please cause it's harder to count on anybody else
I need you now more than ever
Please hang onto me and don't let go
Cause I need you every step of the way
I can't do anything without you
So God please hear me out tonight
Help through these struggles
And help me gain hope and faith
God just help me be more like you