Lost It All Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

Raising a glass to the forgotten.
So captivating.
A world hesitating.
Cheers to you.
Cheers to the paradise providing.
A shattered mind confiding.

A path of destruction.
A tornado blowing on by.
Everything that was important me gone.
I hate everyone, and anyone.
No love left for me in this god forsaken place.
An emotional disgrace.

No tears will fall.
Not for what I have lost.
Family and friends.
Where does it begin?
Where does it end?
A life worth taking?
A life worth breaking?

Trying to understand but you just can't
Extreme emotional distress.
A train wreck.
An entire picture of poison.
And so many glasses yet to pour.
That sweetness is so you enjoy.

The promises dead in the water.
The engine has went cold.
No reason left to keep going.
Mountains of sorrow.
No time for mourning.
To many loved all at once.
All gone, out of this world.
Robbed of a possible vengeance.
All I have is the sting of remembrance.
An sudden awe, a sudden shock.
Like every plate in the house has dropped.
And they have all shattered at once.
Those are the pieces I am yet picking up.
Just leave me alone, to wallow in my own silence.
I don't deserve that kind of caring from anyone.
A slap in the face.
A desire for violence.
Anything to make this not real.
Angel just kill me, take my heart for it has already has been ripped apart anyways.