Memories Poem by ally jones

Bad memories fading in.
Good memories fading out.
You say to let it go,
But I dont know what your talking about.

Time speeds up,
and I still fight alone.
You reach your hand out to me,
Something I should have known.

I ignore all your help
and keep suffering inside.
Everyone else lets it go,
but in secret I still cry.

Im the master of discuise.
I can hide anything!
My fears, doughts and sorrows...
you wont see what im carrying.

My life is a mess.
It needs to be fixed.
But until that time comes...
everything stays mixed.

Memories.