My Beloved Poem by Kasia Fedyk

I don't want to be the one to bring you into someone's else arms, I can't bare. Why are my words spoken in such disturbing manner,
my mind exhausted from these thoughts that creep in, silence from this ghostly presents welcomes me those precious times are a few, I am powerless, I am a prisoner of my own self, how dare I to be,
I find myself at loss for all I so greatly believe in, in the arms of mercy of my own soul I give myself, my heart beats with passion I never knew I had, something so sacred I so hard try not to destroy and yet I do somehow I do,
I am so weak I admit, to my own thoughts like a dark cloud overpower me,
I cradle my being in some ways, my mind caressed by my souls gentle whisper, oh my love, I can not imagine, not for a moment to live without you,
our souls always connected in this sacred communion,
My heart no longer mine, you are holding it in your hands,
we stand together in God,
as always we have from the very start, twin flames as one beating heart ~ mine encircled around yours protecting it at all times,
who am I to say what road you need to take as much as I always want you by my side, what journey awaits, so much I see for you my beloved, in God's hands I leave you always,
you are free my Beloved, free to love so purely and fly where wings will take you.
pure is our love that I feel, embraced by God's hands,
how can I tell your heart what to feel,
promises we have made, our souls did, in this body I stand, in the clothing of human flesh, running away from my deepest desires spread before me with flowers of the most profound aroma, scent of the spirit and I have lost all my senses, how can I not trust,
oh, oh, I need to free myself, whole I feel with you and only you, my beloved,
I set my self free, in the hands of the spirit I will fly with you I have become one and will always remain, my Beloved.