Have you ever watched someone press their own self destruct button?
Did you watch yourself from behind the haze that drugs and love induce?
You’re back now, Calm, my Calm, i missed you like a hole in my heart
When you were gone, down, so far i couldn’t even see you,
And your absence, well, it bruised me black and blue,
But i held on for you.
You’re smaller now, eyes bigger, tales taller-but true
Because you’ve seen the world now baby,
Left me here to carry on life- except mine was breaking too
I couldn’t run away like you did, like she did, like everyone
Iv ever loved did.
Responsibilities
They’re tied, the shoelaces of life, to my destiny.
I stayed; you left, found Him, lost yourself.
Back now, you shake your head at your headstrong will,
Tell me of your faith in me-like i could ever survive in the world you did
Like i could fight all the demons you’re still pushing down with Prozac
Like i could possibly leave everyone in pursuit of love
Like i could stand tall and tell everyone to screw their expectations.
And i love you.
Thank you for coming back to me.
Thank you for seeing the light.
Thank you for believing in me-i believe in you.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem