Kristin Nicole RothDavis

Rookie (August 28,1976 / Southern Oklahoma... )

My Life! - Poem by Kristin Nicole RothDavis

These tears just wont stop,
My mind is over~ran with fears,
My heart can't take no more,
My body refuses to get up off this floor.

I feel as if the whole world is crashing down on me,
I try to focus on positivity, but there just isn't any.
Sure, I have you by my side...
The brutal reality of all of this is;
I'll soon be leaving you all behind.

I am blessed with so many loving friends and family,
Yet, my cancer has affcted their lives deeply,
I rarely ever see or hear from most,
Not even a simple 'Hi, how are you doing? '
I don't blame them though,
It's always the same bad news to repost!

I reckon, it's much easier to everyone if I just
Fade aweay instantly,
Rather than slowly day by day.

I don't know which is harder,
Facing my own destiny and fears,
Or knowing with your prolonged silence follows hard~shed tears.

Full of never~ending questions and what if's,
My days and nights often blend together,
I often tend to camophlage my appearence,
Just so I wont see your worry in your eyes,
Or hear the despair in your fearing cries.

I'm not one to pray, but I find myself asking,
'Oh' please Dear God, not today! Not today! '
Isn't it odd though, He doesn't seem to even care,
I swear I stand alone...
If only I could face him, I'd look Him straight in the eye and
Just before I'd start to cry,
I'd stand tall as I offered Him a sturn dare to care!


Comments about My Life! by Kristin Nicole RothDavis

  • (5/26/2006 8:08:00 PM)


    There may be no God or eternity but prayer is the language of the heart and I pray for you! !
    Uriah
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  • (5/19/2006 11:36:00 PM)


    I feel so sad after reading this poetry....i know how it must to be counting days....enjoy the days to come ahead....and make the most of them.

    I love the way you write..the words just flow....a gifted writer.

    Preets
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  • Frank James Ryan Jr...fjr (5/15/2006 11:24:00 PM)


    Kristen Thank you for taking the time to comment so kinldy on my work...
    I must say however, that after reading''MY LIFE'', you took me aback of my
    seat for a minute...BUT THEN I REALIZED SOMETHING THAT YOU, RIGHT NOW KRISTEN, WILL FIND HARD TO SUBSCRIBE TO...YOU ARE AN ESPECIALLY
    INTREPID INDIVIDUAL, AND HAVE A WILL OF CONVICTION...FOR ONLY SOMEONE WITH THESE VIRTUOUS QUALITIES WOULD BE ABLE TO WRITE SO CANDIDLY ABOUT THE CROSSES THEY CURRENTLY BEAR.AND
    CURRENTLY, KRISTEN, IS THE CENTERPIECE FOR WHAT FOLLOWS FROM TODAY, GOING FORWARD, , , I, SEVERAL YEARS AGO WAS GRAVELY ILL, AND DAMN BITTER ABOUT IT...BLAMED LIFE, GOD, AND A CASCADE OF SAINTS TO BOOT! THAT WAS MY'' CURRENT'' SITUATION AT THE TIME...I AM NOT A HOLY ROLLER BY ANY MEANS, BUT I DO STAUNCHLY BELIEVE THAT ALTHOUGH, ''THE MAN '' DOES NOT GIVE US WHAT WE WANT ALL THE TIME, HE ALSO DOES NOT GIVE US MORE THAN WE CAN HANDLE. YOU ARE HERE, NOW...WITH A MAN YOU LOVE, & WHO LOVES YOU & SO MUCH TO FIGHT FOR...YOU ALSO HAVE A SPECIAL GIFT OF THE WRITTEN SPEAK...ENJOY THAT, BUT MORESO, FIGHT THE FIGHT & DO IT WITH ''THE MAN''.WRITE TO''THE MAN'', WITH PRAYERFULL ASK...DON'T DARE TO GLARE...FIGHT THE FIGHT...I WANT TO SEE MANY MORE POEMS FROM YOU OVER THE YEARS & IF YOU DO TOO...FIGHT THE WAY YOU WRITE...I CAN'T SEE YOU LOSING IF YOU DO THAT! ...VERY NICE WORK, IN FACT...A
    PERFECT TEN(10) ...YOU STAY IN TOUCH, NOW.....FRANK

    '''''''''''''''''''''''''''~F. J. R.~'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
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Poem Submitted: Monday, May 15, 2006



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