You came to me,
you made me fall in love with you.
I loved you so much,
I gave you everything I had.
As I gave you everything,
all I had left was you, your love.
Now you walked away,
You took everything that was left of me.
Everything I am at this moment is a forgotten soul,
full of spider webs and dust.
I have nothing,
not even my own memories,
these were things I didn't want to have.
I cried rivers and oceans in the loneliness of my room,
praying God to take this pain away,
no matter how.
You left me as the loneliest being on earth.
God heard my prayers,
he heard every tear while they ran through my cheeks,
and dropped into the wet pillow,
and the wet teddybear you gave me a year ago.
God sent me an angel.
He sent this angel long ago.
This angel seemed so unreal,
I couldn't see him before.
Now that loneliness has touched my broken heart,
he became the most visible real thing on earth.
But God didn't count on my reaction.
Now I fear this new thing I'm looking at.
But still he felt so unreal in my arms.
He is picking up the pieces,
but I still don't understand,
why the ones left are falling apart again.
Why if I'm complete,
they want to be so separated?
I want this new angel that God sent me,
to take care of me,
but hate is rulling my heart,
making it imposible to love again.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Lovely poem. A bit depressing, but enjoyed every word of it. Thanks sharing this.