O Heart...Please Stop Beat.... Poem by hazem al jaber

O Heart...please stop beating...



please heart stop beating...
i can`t stand with any more...

letters got strayed...
phrases scattered...

night got madly...
breathes went away...

what`s going there...
where is a reality...
where i am now...
where are you...
did i lost my mind...
looking around...
every where...
go with my eyes where it can..
may i find any insignia...
nothing i got...
nothing i can see...

searched a lot...
every where...
tried a lot paths...
confused got...
got lost...
what`s going there...
am i seeing things from a far....
is it any sign...

or its a mirage...
is it a real...

or what..

really don`t know...

waves taking me from side to side...

taking me with no decide...

with no power i have...

lots of thoughts runs so fast...

riding those waves...

calling me to ride...

to dive into those waves...

i need...

need to dive, to be there...

but it would be the most difficult decision i take...

lost got i am...

should i do...

should i take a risk...

am i going to stand it windy stormy...

no one will stand with, , ,

just only me, who will...

will suffer its outcome...



so...please heart..

please my heart...

stop beating...

i can`t bear all those beats...



by: hazem02@yahoo.com