One Final Letter Poem by Amy Louise Kerswell

The Last Letter 'I love you'. Those were the last words you said to me. Those words that I now hardly believe, All those dreams we each had shared Only with a liar like you. How can you do such a thing? For what? Loving you? Are you ashamed? Of who I am or what you see? You don't know what will become of me! I have learned over time that unlike you it's no friend of mine. People doubted my love for you, And told me that it wasn't true, And I put myself behind you, To let you shine that you were mine. To let them see in their eyes, You took them all by surprise. I felt so lucky I had found the one, Not knowing what we would become, Such a fate, The past had set it straight, It's way too late. I remember over looking mountains and trees, Over sunsets spender beaches and far away seas, Gigantic oceans and jungles and all the things in between, Only to picture being with the man of my dreams. I had no thought of you falling in love, I thought we were it, there is none above! But I was wronge to think that a guy like you, Can turn away what we thought was true. I'm sorry for thinking you were mine, I'm sorry for letting my true love shine, I'm sorry for giving you my whole life, For I didn't know I cause such strife. No tears, No words, You know I will lose, I don't want you back, I can't, I refuse. You're not a man of much worth, To waste my life on this earth. You warned me before but I was blind, In trusting you, I had lost my mind. To even think, That this was all true, Whats left in my heart just can't believe you. You had enough of those lonely nights to plan out your utterly schemes. I tell you now your missing out on what I am to be about. I will be somebody who's loving, And caring, Trustworthy and sharing, Faithful, Committed to the end. I wish the best for you, You are out of my heart, I see now you had made a great start. And for the girl who wrecked my world, I'm glad you found the man you did, It gives me with great pleasure to see, That you trust the man that did this to me. I've lost him, I lost his heart, Mostly because we were far apart. Not by miles or inches you see? But by our different opportunities. I was too hard on myself and my heart still pains, That out of this 'great' relationship we got nothing to gain. With him, and me I do hope things get alot better, Because after all....this is my last letter!