Pain! Poem by Dislocated Heart

am i hurting you?
damn, im sorry.

rude to say.
believe me, this is a real story.

finally! in that whole year we been together.
this is the first and the final time i will hurt you.

hurt me so much i can barely count.
stakes in my heart? pttf! ! ! you dont even know.
knifes on my back? yeah! ! i got use to it.
cuts on my arms? DUH! ! feeling taken away by that.
head been smashed into walls,
that means nothing to you.

my CUTS, my PAIN, my SUFFERING! !
its all you!

how dare i hurt you?

can i simply not leave you once?
you left me hanging millions of times.
left there for days.
weeks.
maybe even months.

i almost gone NUTS! !
f***! ! i wont stand there no more.
i wont wait for another slap!
i wont wait for you anymore.
im moving on.
im loving more strong.
im leaving YOU behind.

this is what you did to me thousands of times..

ill end this today.

ill leave you!
so you can have your way.
and maybe ill find love one day.

feel my pain.
this you thrusted upon me.
my pain is no longer here.