Pain Poem by Lisa French

I've been through fire i've walked through rain
Nothing i've tried has got rid of this pain
What is it I feel i'm not to sure
It's hard to explain it's hard to ignore

I cannot find what is wrong
All I know it dosn't belong
How to try how to see
How to escape how to be me

I don't even know who I am anymore
Am I happy and cheery or sad and sore
I know my life can seem happy and great
But most of it's not it's all too fake

Whats inside that can cause this much
Sadness, angryness too much to touch
I come to think is life really that good
The hurt the pain not like life should

Deaths always there but why take the risk
Nothing could get any worse than this