Lisa French Poems

Suicide, suicide
Your presence is near
Suicide, suicide
I wish you were here
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What a beautiful suicide
The night skies so dark
The stars shine brightly
Tonight I’ll make a mark
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A reason to smile
Is that it looks better than a frown
It makes you feel happy
With no sense of feeling down
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My heart is bleeding my eyes are crying
Inside I almost feel like i'm dying
There are scars that just won't fade
But the tears that I cry can wash away
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The night I tried to kill myself
Was like a scary dream
A knife held to my neck
No one heard me scream
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I walk this empty world
All alone
I don’t wish for many others
I’m on my own
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Dear Mother and Father
As you read this I want you to know
None of this is your fault
As I love you both so
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I sit here by myself, thinking of suicide
I look at a knife, wanting to commit suicide
I look at a photo, hating my life
Telling myself, suicide stops the pain
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Who is a true me do I really know
Is it the person I am or the person I show
Is it someone I want to be or someone i'm not
I'm not to sure have I forgot
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I sit in my room with the door shut tight
All I hear is fighting it's just not right

I sit here in tears as I hear glass smashing
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