Paranoid. Ya Think? Poem by Angelique' Rockwell

Here's a strange question
Do you ever feel as though
You're being watched?
And how would you ever know

I get that feeling all of the time
Hearing my own words repeated
Exactly-not like though the grapevine
Knowing they can't be deleted

I try not to speak of things
I don't want others to hear
Because they shouldn't be said
If they'll bring someone to tear.

People telling me things I've done
Or even what I was wearing
Hell, I've even been told little things
Like when I was swearing

God please forgive me
If you don't like what I do
Please just give me a sign
'Cause I try but can't hear you

I always feel self-conscience
Even when I'm all alone
Like someone's listening constantly
Even while whispering on the phone

09/24/2005