Price To Pay Poem by Aqua Flower

I want to have answers to all the questions in my head
Is there any love in your heart for me or or do you wish I was dead
My wish one day is to be face to face with you
and that one day the answer would be revealed
Do you think I am a disgrace
A despicable person from the human race
Forgiveness is not ever discussed
Both wrongs don't make anything right
Do you wish never to see me again
I know I have many faults and so do others too
Is it that forgiving me has no benefit for you
I hold my shield up but never go in to fight
I try to feel protected from this pain
but the pain somehow gets through
every day this pain
the retaliation from you.

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