Replaying A Thousand Memories Poem by ESPN CHICK

I keep replaying a thousand memories of you and I
I'm trying to figure out just where I went wrong
Stuck here wondering if you ever just think of me
Can't believe it's been a long while since the last time we talked

Maybe I'm going back to much but I don't know what else to do
I'm tossing and turning and wondering who you're with
Wishing that things were like they used to be
When it was just you and I being ourselves
When no one was trying to break us apart

And now I'm stuck here all alone
Just trying to figure out what to do
I would tell you that I miss you but I don't know how
I wish that you knew that it's killing me now

Every now and then I find myself wondering where you are
Sometimes I drive myself crazy just thinking of you
And to me you will always be sixteen and wonderful
Those were the days that I love and miss the most
Where I kept all my true feelings hidden from you

I keep replaying memories over and over again
And it's driving me insane because you never knew how I felt
I keep going back to those memories and wishing that I could stay there forever
You knew how to bring a smile on my face during my weakest hours

Deep down I was hoping that we would be friends forever
We used to be so close and now we're so far apart
I wish I knew what went wrong
I wish I had the old you back in my life
Because I could really use the laughs once again

June 25,2012