Searching Poem by Kyle Shield Laster

Untouched by filthy hands that'd wish to mar my self restraint
Pressure from all those around try for my heart to taint
Won't give in to my mind, I'll fight to stay until I feel
The need for just one other to cause true love to me seem real

May sound dumb I know but seems the best thing one should do
Kind of strange how I'm still me but glad I'm still as new
Those who flaunt do lay at night self hating with regret
Missed phone calls and plastic dolls won't ever make me fret

Sing the silence I'm yet again all by myself alone
Rape the world for lust and pain I'd rather stay at home
Sheltered from the cold harsh world that'd try to weaken me
Full blown love will find my eyes when it I choose to see