Shattered Poem by Anthony Han

One of my favorite writes and earliest. The story behind this write was my thoughts and feelings of how the world is nowadays. Innovating something new is obviously harder than before. The depressing part was that I would see something in school or anywhere, that in the past I had thought of before whether it was theories, products, etc. I dedicate this piece to those who have felt like myself and given up any desire to live a productive life. One of the strongest inspirations were from the constant thoughts of death for certain when I was in the first grade and maybe even further back. It was a feeling that my belief of life that when death comes that is it for life, it did not matter whether or not you did great or bad in life there is no god, or whatever and that is it. These thoughts often haunted me when I was trying to sleep at night, and would go as far as to physically cause a sinking feeling of odd pain and emotional disturbances at the core of my body. I would end up shaking my head in defiance at my strong belief in this. I felt the need to publish this on the site hoping that if anyone else who has ever thought like this could at least find comfort that they are not the only who thought like this or like such. Also to keep myself going during those rough times and future ones. Nowadays I have fixed most of my spiritual frustrations and what not. However the brief thought of it still slightly depresses me at the same time each time I have become more and more immune to it.
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