Sometimes Poem by Anita Khelawan

Sometimes I wish I didn't love you so much
Sometimes I wish I could hold my ground
Sometimes I wish it was much easier to let you go
I'm conflicted with myself
I'm my own enemy
I'm also the solution
Karma sure does exist
Revenge is something I could resist
Just to show you how much you hurt me
And yet still I love you
I want to tell you everything
But you don't tell me everything
Sometimes I wish I didn't have to cry a lot
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so emotional
Sometimes I wish you've seen what I have seen;
Heard what I heard and done what I did
I should have gone to work and make that extra paper
Instead I choose to spend it with you
Change of events and I'm alone
Sometimes…
Do you ever regret meeting me?

20/07/14
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