***sorry For The Pain*** Poem by Monicalife Martinez

There are no words to explain,
All i left was pain and hurt,
I could not fight the trauma,
It gotten the best of me,
Maybe i wasn't supposed tell my story,
I wish it was something i made up,
They have medicine to help that,
Nothing helps wis dissociative idenity disorder,
Just shame that it is made up,
Or false hope by therapist,
That tell me what to do than listen,
No i didn't do it for attention,
Im in an endless battle that i can't win,
It just false hope,
I love you guys to death,
It was the life i was dealt,
Nobody can save me,
Because nobody believes me,
I was made to be ignored and not believed,
Im done trying,
I finally made truth with it,
I hope you can make peace with it too,
I'll be in a better place,
Take care.