Every morning I wake up to the same alarm clock,
Every night I sleep with same memories haunting me.
What makes a girl so mature and wise,
Is beyond what everybody could see.
Same ticking of clock keeps me awake through the night,
I don't wanna sleep, I don't want to see the other day.
How come did I end up like this?
How did I go astray?
I am tired of crying, even at last I feel I am fake,
I consider myself overdramatic and liar over and over again.
Even if I ignore the numbness in my heart,
I can't chase away this pain.
I don't want this night to end,
I am afraid of the new day.
I pray I never wake up,
I think about last things to say.
Death seems as a pretty escape,
But a stupid way it seems.
I don't know what to do,
I feel lost in this realms.
My mistake again, I apologize,
Same words again and again.
Oh look how crazy I have become,
I no longer feel myself sane.
I feel sorry for my younger self,
Someone who had dreamed for a bright future.
I am sorry to all my friends and family,
All who me did nurture.
Last but not the least, I feel so tired now,
It's been a week and I still can't concentrate.
Seems like not all wounds heal,
Some stains are permanent.
Part 2. Just gather yourself and make a grim resolution that you are braving the times of challenge. Juxtaposing the line with "I don't wanna sleep" the line "I don't want this night to end" makes a challenging impact.5*s.
A heart-wrenching episode. I do understand how you feel, because I have gone through nights that I did not want to dawn. But, dear Miss Grace, (though the words may seem empty, they are true) this time too will pass.
Miss Grace I know how it feels Just keep at it and things will get better Bravo! ! ! !
When you reach bottom the only way is up but you have to find that strength to climb that hill, but you can do it.5*
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
Part 3. It is said "there is no wound that is not healed in time". Against this, your lines " Seems like not all wounds heal, Some stains are permanent." make an agonising experience.