why am i here
i cry with fear
this cant be right
i dont want to fight
why shud i fight for you?
there must be somthing else to do
you havent got a clue
its depression not the flu
i dont want to be here anymore
please let me close the door
let me end my life
give me back my knife
the phisical pain
removes the mental pain
just one more slice
now thats just nice
now i need more
please just one more
fine ill have a fag
oh please dont nag
let me be
you dont want me here
you dont need or love me
thats why your never near
a stranger can see more than you see
they can see the pain inside me
while the night is still
i will take that last pill!
why did you bring me back?
wen now you want me to pack
you dont understand me
you dont even listen
why cant you let me be?
stop watching my eyes glisten!
i felt the same way. i still feel like that from time to time. wondering why i'm here. but, it the little things that keep me here like friends and family. but, what is hard is how some people just don't understand how you feel. it like you reach out to people trying to explain how you feeling and it something they don't want to hear. so yeah i've been there. but, hang on. how dumb that may sound. there is a purpose for you to still remain. take care. please read my poem 'suicide is not the answer.' and maybe you can see more of where i'm coming from. life is hard but, i'm sure you too can find a way to make it through. take care.
about 18-25 maybe more maybe less it is hard to say...yet i listened to it all...iip
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
No one knows what it is to feel what you felt till you've been there It was there twice as you can tell unsucessful Then God sent me help and i started writong poetry never wrote before in my life Read my poems Attempted and Joufully hang in there I know it's tough I take one day ar a time