The Cries Of Today Poem by Patrice James

As of today I sit here and look out into the sky
and wounded why oh why must I feel like I am being idiot,
I talked with her today and she seemed far away
I felt like I could just cry because I don’t know why
but I just felt like I could see her
see me cry but felt lost and empty and
she was not in good health, true from what
I heard and how she seemed. I just don’t know
why but all I could do is not cry for.
I knew I was not going to give her that so
I kept strong and did allow my cry so I sit here
and wounded if it will ever say good bye
not to her but to the feelings that she has shown
I just wish it could go the pain and the distance and my cry not knowing if its all not meant to be, all I know is how much I love her
and what she mean to me.