The Test Poem by Baby Blue

</>Lord I come to You with a heavy heart
My thoughts and feelings all confused
So from my lips my whispers depart
And Your perfect plan I shall not refuse.

My life is Yours, I promised and vowed
To go where You will lead my soul.
Surrendered I came, on knees and bowed
Its only You that makes my life so whole.

But my earthly heart has been stolen away
Cant breathe, knees weak, I love him so
I must tell him my heart's vow, what shall I say?
Is this Your test for me, do You question will I go?

He means so much to me it's true
Without him I can't live one day
I promise my vow I'll follow through
Even if You must take him away.

My tears I may cry, my heart may be torn.
But to You I gave my all.
I'll need Your strength so as not to mourn.
For I vowed my life when I heard Your still- quiet call.

(written March 6,2011)