The Thought Of You In My Mind. Poem by Dislocated Heart

i got a pen in my hand.
a notebook on my lap,
a thought in my head.

you.

non stop.
memories rolling.
happiness going.
my life out the window.

continous nights.
sleeping doubts my mind.
restless hours,
only thought of you in my mind.

pictures taken,
burn them down.
take them away,
for i shall never see those happy days.

rip open this heart now,
take my blood out,
donate it to someone who has hope without a doubt.

still the thought of you in my mind.
secrets are hidden, or out in the open.

i can still remember those happy days,
as i sleep away, to my restless days.
no hope.
no nothing.

but still the thought of you in my mind.