The Warning Poem by ian singer

my friends told me and warned me of the pain she will cause me.
i didn't want to believe what they told me.
the pain is eatting at me on the day to day.
suicide crossed my mind today as away to escape my pain and forget everything.
my pain wont go away so i need to smoke some weed to at least keep my pain away for one more day.
i wont end my life today but i never know if tomorow will be that day.
have me off in a casket i am asking god to forgive me for my thoughts and actions.
as i sit and slit my wrist and think of the reason my mind draws a blank.
why must i live this way?