This Is My Life Poem by Laura arwen

I don't tolerate the
presence of people
in my house
I feel anger
with people and
with the world
I want to
be ignorant on
everything
There is no
solution for my
sadness and my
loneliness
I'm vulnerable when
I'm not at
home
I'm ready to
be alone
I must change
my habits to
have a clean
and organized house
Probably when I'm
totally alone I
will wear make
up well
For me it's
a torture to
stay with people
To be isolated
is the best
thing for me
because it's the
simple way
I prefer to
live in a
dreamed life
Keep me busy
it is the
hardest and disgusting
thing to do
I look forward
to be alone
I hate the
delay with people
and doing things
I hate being
with people and
family
Nothing tragic happens
in my boring
life
I don't control
my life because
it is cowardly
to do it