Truly Crazy Poem by Crazy Vampire

I am stuck in a hole, and no longer can get out
in myself i am starting to doubt
because this battle i can not win
i have lost eberything because of him
i am blinded by hatred most of the time
i find no satisfaction in being kind
i am cruel, this is how i was made
nothing helps, i cant be saved
the tears come naturally, i cant make them stop
all of my misery i am unable to drop
i cant stand to be here
my reflection is different in the mirror
I am crazy, even insane
but all of this resulted because my strength you drained