Unstable: Treatment Poem Collection - Poem by Ray Mesa

I'm mad at me
Mad at her
Now an enemy
I'm too mad to talk
I can't leave, I can't walk
All these tears we sought
All these fears we fought
Have made you brought
Me here
I'm too unstable to fight
I don't want to die
But I'm leaving you tonight
I don't think Sarah will cry
Suicide is sooner but never never
It’s always above me, like a black halo
I only wanted someone to love me; she lacked and said 'no'
I'm in the corner, I’ll never get better
I take enough pills, to make me me again
But you never know, how long the green mile is
So walk up the hills, watch the world blend
I'll never show, why I'm so pissed
On these sidewalk goes
I love you but 'you' I'll never know...